t seventeen
Although my life stretched out ahead
I couldn’t take it
I thought I’d reached the end

But twenty-five years later
I’m still only halfway dead
I guess I made it
Through my family and friends

Adolescence, post-pubescence 
Dangerous place to be learning lessons
Feel that teenage obsolescence
Feel the anxiety and anti-depressants
Adolescents, post-pubescents
Good luck learning life’s hard lessons
Fuck… society and fuck… depression, depression-pression

I have crossed into
The field of wasted dreams
And I have seen
What’s on the other side
I have been lost and though
Life isn’t what it seems
For now
I’m staying on the ride

At thirty-six 
I fell back into the hole
I couldn’t find
My way out of the darkness

It took all my strength
And pure love to make me whole
I was blind
But I found a way to fuck this